Would I?

Would I have defended him?

Would I, like the disciples, have fallen asleep while He begged for the cup to pass from Him?

Would I have said "Not my will, but thine be done?"

Would I, like Judas, have betrayed Him for money?

Would I, like Peter, have denied him three times?

Would I have yelled "Crucify him"?

Would I have helped carry his cross up the hill?

Would I have cried at His feet as he hung on the cross?

Would I have wept at the tomb where his body laid?

Would I have helped annoint his body with herbs and perfume?

Would I have believed?

Thank the Lord......the story doesn't end with death and the tomb..............

Eggs + Nests.

Every year, we spend a night during Easter week coloring Easter eggs. I love to see the kids create their masterpieces....OK, so I love to color eggs myself, too! This year, we also made some nests to put our masterpieces into. We spent part of the week studying different kids of nests (eagles' nests, owls' nests, etc.), and learning how birds collect materials to build their nests. As for our nests, we used self-drying clay as the base and poked various-sized sticks into the base. They made a lovely, rustic little home for our Easter eggs.

I've been preparing my heart today for tomorrow, as we commemorate what Jesus Christ did in sacrificing His perfect life for us on the cross. It always seems that I intend to spend many days preparing my heart, but it always seems so inadequate when we come right down to the vast depth of the sacrifice made. We will spend tomorrow reading the story of Calvary, talking about the pain and scorn Jesus endured, and wondering what it would have been like to witness His death. I'm fairly certain that if I had been in that crowd at Calvary that day, I would not have been able to look. I often wonder if I would have had the bravery to stand up for him......or if I would have defended him and tried to talk the soldiers out of what they were doing.....or if I would have given in to the social pressure and joined in the chant of "crucify Him."

Thankfully, on that cross, I died with Jesus (and you did, too). What I mean is.....the old sinful self died, and we were given the chance for newness of life, eternal life. So tomorrow, I will be thinking about what He did and reflecting on the idea that when He hung there and died, I hung with Him. All of my sins, past present and future, and my selfishness and all the ways I fell so far short.....He died so that that would all be conquered forever.....and so that I could be free to live how I was created to live. To worship and glorify Him for eternity.

Yes, when He died, you did, too. Your old self died, and He made the way for you to be born again into newness of life, richer and more abundant that we can ever imagine.

What does Good Friday mean to you?

Lucy.

I want to introduce you to Lucy. Lucy is 9 years old and lives in the village of Masi, in South Africa. We became acquainted with Lucy and her situation in late 2008 and immediately decided to partner with an organization called the Vulnerable Children Project to make sure that Lucy has regular meals, school uniforms, a mentor, and opportunity to learn about Jesus and His love for her.
This is Lucy in her new school uniform that we were able to purchase for her. This is Lucy's mom, Tumaka, who is in the final stages of dying from AIDS. Lucy does not have other relatives, so her future is unsure. Aren't these people truly beautiful? I love that so much of their soul is reflected in photos like this one, which our family has come to treasure.

This is the type of home that Lucy and her mother live in. Lucy and her mom have one bed in their shack.

Lucy is described to us as intelligent, a good reader, and having a good sense of humor. She speaks English and Cosa, her native language. She loves to read and wants to be a social worker when she grows up. She especially likes eating rice and chicken, meals that are possible for her because of the work of the Vulnerable Children Project and All Nations family.

I love this photo of Lucy dancing in the ocean. I close my eyes and think of this little child--so much stacked against her--but still able to soak in the beauty of God's creation and dive into the simple joys like the ocean waves.

We have and will continue to use our work with Lucy to teach the kids so much.....about poverty, about the geography of Africa, about the problem of the AIDS disease in Africa, how to support others who are working directly with these families to share the love and hope of Jesus. We have been having fun putting together a little care package of things we take for granted but that Lucy will hopefully love--new flip flops, bubble gum, licorice, lip gloss, a colorful head band, colorful writing pens--and we are putting together a little scrapbook to tell her about our family.

Lucy, all the way from her little village in South Africa, teaches us what it is to be grateful for what you have. She teaches us that happiness in life is not about material possessions, and that joy is possible when the source is Jesus, even in the midst of some very difficult life circumstances. It is amazing that though it may look like we are teaching and supporting her, she is actually giving us so much more. So much more.

Lazy April Sunday.

We are having a really low-key day around here to kick off spring break. Matt is working on a paper for one of his two classes to renew his teaching certificate....which means that I will have some proof-reading to do later on. It's a good thing that my husband is handsome, strong, loving, and gifted with geography/science/sports and all that........because writing is NOT his forte. I guess we make a good team that way.

We have really limited the kids' television watching in the last 3 months BIG TIME, so they are enjoying a day of watching movies. Right now, they're watching Spy Kids and pretending that they are secret spies. Love the creativity.

I am busy making white chicken chili and strawberry rhubarb crisp to enjoy later this afternoon. I am one of those crazy people who LOVES rhubarb and could eat it straight from the ground. Growing up, we had some wild rhubarb, and even when nothing else in the garden grew, there was a long row of rhubarb. I would pick that rhubarb and chew on it....love that tart burst of flavor! The kids helped me to slice the rhubarb and strawberries......I have been giving them more and more kitchen tasks to do, and recently started introducing some very basic knife skills CLOSELY SUPERVISED, and they have been doing a really nice job with it. Next comes beginning to teach them very basic laundry skills.....

It's supposed to snow here today. Welcome,spring, huh? It's very cold outside, and the sky has that dark steel gray color that says something is a brewing. Most of the town seems to be gone South for spring break, so it is pretty quiet around here.....except, that is, for the neighbors' dog who has been barking and howling at the moon nonstop for the past 4 days. This week will bring lots of box packing and starting the little fix-it projects that come along with getting a house ready for sale.....replacing a couple of screens, touching up paint, taking extra stuff to a storage unit, getting ready to stage the rooms......I should be an old pro at this by now, but the whole idea just seems much more overwhelming this time around.

The kids and I are now into the second Chronicles of Narnia book, the "Lion, Witch, and the Wardrobe" which the most well-known. We loved "The Magician's Nephew" and are amazed how the book gave context to the second one. SO, the afternoon will bring some read-aloud time, along with a nap (at least for me).

And if you need something to do this afternoon, head on over to the final showing of "Seussical the Musical" at Cornerstone University. We went on Thursday night, and it is truly a delightful blend of imagination, creativity, color, whimsy, dancing, singing.......fun, entertaining, and inspiring for all ages. The show starts at 2:00 or 2:30 today.....and for not much more money than a movie ticket, you can see talented live musical theatre.

Enjoy this {spring? winter?} Sunday.

Happy Birthday, Sonja.

It is amazing to me how many friends I have gained through this crazy thing called scrapbooking. The photo above shows the Michigan group at one of our very first crops a couple of years ago. I love that this group is very diverse--lots of different ages, some professionals, some students, some moms, some singles--all united in the name of art. I love the unique personalities of all of these ladies--some funny, some funky, some extroverted, some quieter, some conservative, some sarcastic, all with beautiful hearts and souls.

Today, one of these ladies, Sonja, is celebrating her birthday (Sonja is the furthest on the right, kneeling). Sonja has a gorgeous family of four sweet boys, a husband whom she adores, and has 2 sisters who are sweet, sassy, and look so amazingly similar to her that it is almost uncanny. Sonja has an amazing sense of humor but, even more, a heart as pure and loving as they get. I remember last July, when my birthday rolled around, Sonja was VERY pregnant with her little guy, Levi, yet was thoughtful enough to send me an amazing pair of pink spa slippers that are so heavenly, I wear them every change I get!! That's just how thoughtful and selfless she is!

Sonja, today is a day to celebrate you! I didn't get a card out (forgive me)......but I know that you've been working hard on getting you and Roy's room decorated into a haven of love (!), so be watching your mailbox for a little something to help that happen! :) Know that you are loved, appreciated and that you inspire, today and every day!

Boys, you be sure to love your Mommy up big today, OK?

Ever had one of those?

Where everything you do and say seems to be misinterpreted?

Where the kids are unruly and just not their normal delightful selves?

Where the husband doesn't come home on time as promised, resulting in a disgruntled nanny?

Where you forgot to make an important phone call? And the person is now no longer in the office?

Where every little thing just seems to irk you more than usual?

Where you have a sense of worry about little and big things like the future, the kids' health, the economy, whether the house will sell quickly?

Where the laundry is {still} piled halfway up the wall of the laundry room?

Where the sun is behind the clouds, both literally and figuratively?

Where, despite all of these strikes against you, you still know that God is in control, knows every little ounce of my concerns, and promises to see me through all the stuff, big and little alike?

Thank you, Lord, even on a day like today.

{Edited} Please add 1) forgot to pay water bill (due today), and 2) poked through an avocado into my hand on the other side with a knife (ouch). I think I'd better stay home tonight and not drive, don't you agree??

New Week in our World.

Each March, we have taken the opportunity to head north to Traverse City for the statewide athletic director's conference; while Matt attends meetings, we have made a little couple and/or family vacation of out it. This year, because we are now homeschooling and we didn't have to worry about the kids being back for school on Monday, we decided to extend the time away. Matt and I spent Saturday/Sunday together doing some scrapping, resting and other "couple things" while the kids were at Grandpa and Grandma's house. Then, we met my parents for dinner on Sunday and got the kids for the rest of the time. We spent time resting, shopping, driving up the peninsula through cherry and wine country to the Old Mission lighthouse, and just enjoying our little family. Then...the highlight for the kids....on to a couple of days at the Great Wolf Lodge for some water fun!

Here is our little family at dinner. Surprisingly, the food was very good and presented in gourmet fashion.....Matt and I enjoyed leg of pork in cherry glaze (superb) with baby green beans, while the kids had lasagna and pizza.

Then, off to the water slides! Now, to preface the photo above, I don't particularly remember being terrified by the slides, but this photo looks like I'm screaming bloody murder! I laughed so hard when I saw it, as did my kids! Because my hubby doesn't appreciate water slides, I rode on these slides again, and again and again and again......and AGAIN with the kids. It was fun and exhausting.

Each night at bedtime, they do an animated story time, and it was one of the kids' favorite things about the lodge. Here they are sitting in the big storytelling chair by the big clock.

The kids were each given an alottment of $25.00 to spend how they might. Kennedy, in true Kennedy fashion, pondered carefully over how to spend her money and opted for a build-a-bear type wolf complete with pink bathrobe and slippers. Hayden, in true Hayden fashion, spent a small part of his money on this baby wolf before blowing the rest in the arcade! Hey, they were both happy, so we were too!

It was nice to go at this time of year, because there were very few people and it was very relaxing. So much to do and lots of time to just enjoy being a kid.

So, we had a great little getaway to the beautiful north country. This is the photo I snapped of the kids less than 10 miles outside of TC on our way home. Fun sure can be exhausting!

This week brings our last week before Matt is off on spring break. Our week will involve a little bit of the following:

Egyptian pyramids (including building our own out of sugar cubes)

Review of common and proper nouns

Study of Dr. Seuss as an author

Attending the musical "Seussical the Musical" at Cornerstone University on Thursday

Audio rendition of Rikki Tikki Tavi

Starting new read-aloud (we finished Lewis' Magician's Nephew last week)

Reading out of our new McGuffy Readers (same readers used by many of our historical presidents)

Memorizing poems

reviewing sight words

writing thank you letters to Grandpa and Grandma

Making clay mummy coffins and painting them with gold detailing

Library

Study of April Fools' Day....along with some practical jokes of our own

And whatever else strikes our fancy! Happy last week of March and first week of April.